Honesty. Such an interesting word. It's suppose to be the best policy. This is usually the case when you're dealing with rational people. I, however, was not today. I answered a question and then was slammed with a lot of cuss words. Now, I'm not a prude and can drop an F bomb as well as the next person but if there is one way you want to truly piss me off? Cuss at me. Don't talk to me like a rational person but just get pissed, assume you know all the details to my answer and yell and rant like a lunatic. Basically, I'll sit there and just blink a lot. You can't argue with someone who choses to go from zero to mean in less than 5 seconds. The even better part? When I ask you to stop, just stop. Continually attacking me, is not your best answer. Hey, if in 2 or 3 days you still feel that strongly (after asking me why I answered the way I did and taking in my words first, of course) then tell me how upset you are. Because, what is one of the first things we learn kids about words? "Be careful what you say because you can apologize for the words but you can't take them back." This means they are cemented in ones brain forever.
So here I lay, blogging out these frustrations so I can and move forward, definitely with a heavier heart, but forward none the less. I'll definitely look at you differently for the rest of forever. Attacking me with your words of "so called family" well, now I know how you really feel too. I live by the words "say what you mean and mean what you say." I expect those around me to know that. If you've taken any time at all to chat with me about words to live by, you'd know this. On that note, I guess thinking this is my "so called family" was just that, all in my head.
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